so i have been gone for a long time and i thought it was high time i posted on here… the past few weeks have been insainly overwelming. i was sick for a week and a half and then i didnt have transpertation to go to IOP and i am still having issues.
the good news is i got to have my session with my tharepist and she really helped me. i have learned alot about my self this past few weeks and learned what i do and dont want for my life. i got drunk for the first time and i did some really stupid stuff w a nabour until i passed out. i learned i dont hold licer well and will need a friend to baby sit me if i ever go drink again. i plan to stay away from the alchohal for another couple years until my mind is right and i am not strugging to numb out. although idk if i will ever be able to drink and not become an alchohalic as alchohalism runs deep in my family and i dont want to be another link in that long chain of captivity. ive worked to hard for recovery to addiction switch.